did you ever play hide and go seek when you were a child? of course you did...let me rephrase that..did you every play hide and go seek as a child and take it so serious to the point that you thought when you were found by the "seeker" that they might murder you? like it was the end of your life if you were found in your parents closet or behind your bedroom door.
when you finally got situated in your spot and had to wait until the kid counted to 100, your breathing was uneven and heavy, you were fidgety, every noise you made you thought was 10 times louder then it was.
hated that game..that's why i have anxiety about people when they hide from me or just people in general... cause there was always a shit head that would jump out before you got to them and scare you out of your mind. i on the other hand was the one that waited for my fate, the dumb ass that hid behind the bedroom door because for some reason i thought i'd never be found, i just as well could have hid under the rug and gotten found just as many times.
always a jackass that would be tagged it and then claim he didn't feel like playing anymore...selfish. and you'd swear you'd never play with that kid again and low and behold next day you're playing with him again. it was a vicious cycle, and i believe that childhood games although seem innocent, are the reason that this world is as messed up as it is.
i'll post more about other childhood games later cause they're bothering me now that i think about them.